14 yrs----- Years for which RAM the mythological God suffered in Forests.
14 yrs----- My granny was bed ridden for !
This was the first thing which struck me when she passed few days back.
it was the first death i saw from so close.
I was shaken, stirred, blank, confused, sad, hppy.
I have faint memories of my life with my granny, she was cute sweet chubby grandmom.
she looked awsum in dos sarees.
She cooked awsm food, bttr den my mom too.
She made excellent clothes.
She made beautiful soft toys.
She was an avid gardner ( sumthin i inherited).
She was....... naaaaah isstill dere amongst us all.
She is the closest person my mom has ever been too.
She suffered hell in last 14 yrs, a paryltic attack left her bed ridden for 14 yrs.
Dependency, frustration and finally will to live was extinguised.
I wonder why was it supposed to be this way.... she died weak, sad and somebody battered by what we call Life !
I wonder why i never thought about her over these years, why i never thougt of her importance, what she sufferd from, i feel sad !
I am guilty, yes i am, i feel something strange.
Mom is dpressed, she has lost a part of her she says.
I wish granny all the happines to whichever place she has gone to, i miss u grand ma, i finally realise that u formed an important part of us all, i am sorry........
DEATH finally struk......She is gone......
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